Valdor

I can't write a lot here about Valdor.  I have nearly filled up an entire journal on my  thoughts and conversations with him.  I just want to say, Valdor is a good man.  A sweet, loving man and I told him I need time.  My heart still belongs to Bruce and I am just not ready to love again.  He says he will give me all the time I need.  He  told me this morning he is going back to Germany to pick something up.  He was very vague about what and said it was a surprise.  I can't imagine.  Knowing Valdor it could be something simple or something shocking.  He is so unpredictable.

I care for him and I want us to always be a part of each other's lives, even if its just friends.  We don't know what the future holds, so who knows.